3 AM
This is perhaps the smartest decision I've made at 3 am. I've been up like this before and normally I make the easy choice. My heart is healing and my soul is restless which is why I'm writing. If you are up, it isn't insomnia, it isn't because you're heartbroken, it's a chance to be alone with your soul free to speak.
3 am while the rest of your home is still, when the world seems quiet, take a chance to hear your inner you. There's a quiet voice that lives in you that'll show you who you are. It'll call out to you if you listen. The pain that you feel is a distraction. The thoughts of past regrets are distractions. There's a chance here, at 3 am to become one with the spirit of God that lives within you.
Life can be a whisper of let downs, heartbreaks, and failure but these experiences...they never really take you out you know? You live on and wake up. You manage to take another day and all the while you wonder, "Who am I?"
You have come so far. Here at 3 am, while your mind races, I am here to tell you that you have come so far. You took journeys that others could not make it through . You have this call inside of you that tugs at you...let it. At 3 am allow your soul to show you the way.
Start here at 3 am and begin to see that even though the world seems against you, even though those scars show, remember those same scars mold you into something great. You know the way. That's why you're up at 3 am.